I just wish I didn’t exist. People’s lives would just be so much better.. Or would they even realize I’m gone.

Have you ever felt like your life was crumbling down right in front of your eyes? I do. Everything is just going wrong, it all happened so fast. And the worst part is there’s nothing I can do … Even if I try. It doesn’t matter. And it won’t help. I wish there was a way I could help .. But there’s none. I’m so lost. I don’t understand and it just makes me so frustrated. How could everything just change so fast.. And seeing my parents like this. It kills me. I just wish I had all the answers to these problems. But I don’t .. & day by day it just keeps getting worse & worse… I just wish I could help.

Random rant..

Bottled up feelings ..

I’ve learned that bottling things up honestly is the best thing for me right now. You really can’t trust anyone anymore, and most people don’t even care what you’re telling them. They just want to know to be nosy. The people who you thought were your closet friends turn out to be the fakest. And don’t be surprised when all of your information is spreading around .. The generation now in days is fucked up. And I’m honestly ashamed to be apart of it.